Moving On
This feeling sorry for myself is finally getting old. I couldn't seem to shake myself out of that mode. It has been difficult for me to move on. I won't be dwelling on the crap that has been haunting me for months now. I am just beginning to enjoy again the simple things that have eluded me for a long time. I have begun reading and I look forward to spending time with my family. I am truly content visiting mom on the weekends and look forward to my upcoming vacation so that I can spend time with my sister and her kids. I don't want to be on auto-pilot any more - I want to feel stuff again.

So, I'm ready to move on.

I'm not sure where I'm headed - I just know that I won't be going backwards again.